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jamienicole3x
27 February 2010 @ 04:20 pm
ON ANOTHER NOTE, I FOUND AN AMAZING BAND THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. :D
I'm proud of myself, I found it all on my own and it's not that well known.

They're called Parachute; the CD name is Losing Sleep.

(Video is of the song "She is Love")

 
 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Ghost - Parachute
 
 
jamienicole3x
12 January 2010 @ 05:18 pm
You know, I was on a forum, when I read something. And.. I don't know why, but it hit me. Deep. Like, it literally hurt me to read it.

"I want to cut, I want to bleed. I want to throw up my meals, I want to never eat again. I want to weigh 80lbs, I want to be skin and bone. I want to be sick in the head, I already am. I want to hurt me. I want to be found dead and rotting with a noose around my neck in a forest three years from now. I want to rot. I want to die. I want you to forget me, and feel no pain. I want to hold a gun to my head and splatter my brains across the walls. I want to starve to death in an apartment alone. I want to disappear from your lives. I want my mother fucking tears to finally fall from my eyes, trickle down hollow cheeks and into a soft pillow, and be absorbed and forgotten, hidden, unseen. I want to cry for days. I want to sleep, actually sleep, just one night, for once in seven years. Just one night of rest, or bliss, of relief."

I just want to say, life does get better. Times can be shitty, and people are cruel, but things will always get better. There will always be one person, at least ONE that loves you more than you could even imagine. You may feel alone, but you'll have company. Always. Before you press the blade to your skin and sit there as you watch the blood form, remember that you're not alone. You're not different. There's nothing wrong with you. And that there are people who care. Refrain, hold back. Quitting is the hardest thing you may ever do. But it will make you stronger. It's for the better.


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Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: Storm - Lifehouse
 
 
jamienicole3x
22 October 2009 @ 06:49 pm
desire_unknown and I have joined our fantastic forces to make a community.
It's a dream journal. And I sincerely hope you all join.

Tantum In Somnium



 
 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Hammers and Strings (A Lullaby) - Jack's Mannequin
 
 
jamienicole3x
10 August 2009 @ 06:03 pm
Okay. This post is most likely going to offend people. It's under a cut for that reason.

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On a completely unrelated note, summer is boring. I wish school would start so I'd have something to do.
 
 
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley
 
 
jamienicole3x
22 June 2009 @ 03:21 am
Title: Our Hearts are Locked Forever
Author: jamienicole3x
Genre(s): Hurt/Comfort/Romance
Rating: Rated: M
Summary: Bella's whole life is changed with that one word. Divorce. When
Charlie decides he needs 'change' and can't have that with Renee holding him
back, Bella has to learn to cope with the results. All human. Canon pairings.
--
From The Beginning
Chapter 6

“What's that look for? It's good,” he defended.

“Strawberry jelly, scrambled eggs- with cheese, and toast. Yes, sounds delightful,” I said.

“I'm sensing a little bit of hostility here,” Edward said.

“Nonsense,” I said over-the-top happily.

“Don't knock it 'til ya try it,” he said. “Take a bite.” He extended the half-eaten piece to toast to me. I looked at it as if were from another planet.

“Oh, come on. Don't be a baby,” he said with a smirk on his face.

“How do I know you don't have cooties?” I joked.

“Please?” he added.

 
 
 
jamienicole3x
14 June 2009 @ 01:50 pm
Title: Our Hearts are Locked Forever 
Author: jamienicole3x
Rating: M
Genre(s): Hurt/Comfort/Romance
Summary: Bella's whole life is changed with that one word. Divorce. When
Charlie decides he needs 'change' and can't have that with Renee holding him
back, Bella has to learn to cope with the results. All human. Canon pairings.
--
From the beginning
Chapter Four

 
 
Current Mood: creativecreative
 
 
jamienicole3x
29 May 2009 @ 05:38 pm
Don't you hate when the power goes off just long enough to shut everything off and make you have to reset all the clocks in your house?
Yeah, me too.

That will be all.

 
 
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